Enjoy The Silence

Morphine

2007-03-06T00:54:45Z

Morphine
Originally uploaded by Victoria Sims.

A manipulation. I've missed doing these. They spill out all the thoughts in my head and heart.

Lately,

2007-02-11T14:07:49Z

So this is what I've been up to lately. Plus other uniportant things,

It would be nice to update a little more often, ah well.
Oh and I'm loving the new Fall Out Boy =]

Look at what you've found...

2007-01-05T18:04:15Z

New year.
New life? Not really. Just trying to figure out a few things.

Kisses are deadly.

Calendar!

2006-11-07T18:14:35Z

Calendar, Manipulations 2007.
Availible for purchase soon.
Contact - tragicphotography@googlemail.com

More Photos...

2006-10-26T10:31:37Z

Photos.

2006-10-18T19:39:42Z

From the last, week or so.
I'm trying to take photo's everyday and get at least get halfway decent results.

Thankyou for looking.
Victoria.

Birthday & Sixtes Photos

2006-10-09T00:44:00Z

My birthday was absolutely lovely.
Had a giant chinese and lots of fun.

Went to selfridges and the MAC counter and got myself some goodies and got made up too.

Thankyou everyone for the messeges <3.

One of my presents was a sixties style coat, so I am very much getting into that style, BIBA etc.

More like this I hope...

Everything Else

2006-09-27T19:58:24Z

It's been a while since I've posted anything.

Some photo's I took last night at midnight after going out and getting a flower from my friend Shaun.
College is hetic.
No darkroom, so I won't get to learn, which I'm annoyed about.

Saw a dead squirrel the other day. It was lying at the base of a tree stomach down. I guess it just fell out.

Feeling a bit clingy at the moment, hmm..

Birthday on Monday ^_^.

Nothing

2006-08-25T20:54:43Z

...

Pink

2006-08-10T02:55:18Z

"Candy Hearts"

And after a long time of nothing....

2006-08-02T01:36:44Z

A white rabbit comes along,

"White Rabbit"

Hopefully I'm expanding my style quite a bit and people will respond to it just as well.

& Yes, blonde again. Not quite that blonde yet, but soon.

Corset,

2006-07-12T16:52:16Z

Took some pictures with my corset earlier on.
It wasn't done up fully so the full 'corset effect' doesnt really show here.
For some reason flickr has also lightened and desaturated it a little, oh well.

Hope you enjoy,

"Corsetting"

her & me

2006-07-08T19:28:14Z

Weighed down more than I can bare...
For the last 24 hours, or so.

I feel drained.
Fighting in your mind over someone you love, feeling insecure and so far away from them.

And just to top it off...

My computer went totally crazy and deleted all of 'my documents' which means all of my work for my 'self' project is gone.
(The two pictures below and a new piece that I was very happy with. Urgh. So I took the stupid photo below.)

Domain,

2006-07-03T15:49:20Z

Third piece for 'self',
Shot in my bathroom - I just love the way the ivy looks on the outside of the window.
It's such lovely light in there too.

"Domain of the lost soul"

Going throught the motions...

2006-06-29T12:31:41Z

Going through the motions,

waiting for the spark to drown out the dulness, for a moment.

Until next time.

The Distance Between Us

2006-06-28T00:18:07Z

"The Distance Between Us"

Second piece for 'self' project.

'self' project

2006-06-27T21:04:21Z

I recieved my summer project from Ravensbourne ( my uni next year ).
The theme is self.

First Piece,

"Enjoy The Silence"

Hopefully I will do alot for this project, and post work as I make it here.

Personality test

2006-03-14T21:56:19Z

I like doing these things,

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|	10%
Stability	\|\|\|\|	20%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Narcissism	\|\|	10%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|	16%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%

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Happy/un

2006-03-13T02:08:56Z

Why am I not fully happy?....

Noodles

2006-03-04T17:21:38Z

_{Wagamama tomorrow ^_^

Want to cuddle though, maybe later.}

It's Always Raining In My Head

2006-02-26T04:39:32Z

_{I feel so trapped.
I have so much inside of me that it all condenses to nothing.
I want to talk, to be able to say everything that's inside of me but I can't.
If I do then it will end up hurting other people. Anything I say will.
But by not saying anything, I'm crushing myself.

I'm so conflicted, its a vicious cycle & I feel like all those cliches, so misunderstood. And by feeling like that I think I'm wrong to...

Every time I speak I contradict myself, anything I say just ends up hurting me.
Feeling like everyone else isn't something I can do, I can't think of things to say, it just feels empty.
My personality drained, and my mind a boring canvas.

I despise being treated like a child, patronized, when I know as much as anyone else.
It's like I'm a patient, a prisoner & a pet.
Being told what to do, how to make myself 'better', my decisions aren't good enough, every action I take is another mistake to someone.

It makes me look stupid. I make myself look stupid? Or maybe it's just being taken the wrong way, I'm speaking my own language.
It confuses me, and I feel I've lost power over myself. I'm just dictated to & I don't know how to solve this, yet..

But I CAN do it.

I'm thankful that we talked, that something from inside came out.
That you showed more of yourself,
I'm sorry that I disappoint you.
I want to know you more than anyone.

I wish you talked more,
But I can't change you & I don't want to.

I wish he felt the same about me, about who I am.

I'm tired, physically and emotionally.
If everything carries on like this, all these situations, these never ending circumstances,
I think that I would just shut down, break down....

I hate that the most common word I say is I.
You,You,You,They,Them....
Comfort.}